Welcome to Princess Azalea's fairy tale

Saturday, 22 December 2007

miserable, depressed, guilty, sad... these are what i'm going through right now.. to me enough is enough.. i've had enough of all these.. others may not understand what i'm feeling right now.. what happen may be a small matter to others.. but it's not just about that.. it's happened so many times and each time i tell myself to be patient.. but patience has its limits... pls bear in mind that my family has our pride too.. we may not have everything but as much as we do not want to trouble anyone, we also do not want to be felt like a burden.. i'm sorry if all these while we've been troubling others so much.. all this while, i'm happy.. i may not be able to shower my children with toys, i may not be able to bring them for holidays so often and i may not be able to give my kids all the luxuries of life.. but we are happy.. we may not be stable financially but we have given our kids all our love, attention and care.. but the important thing is WE ARE HAPPY... that is until somebody made us feel like we are troubling them and that's the last thing we want to do.. and we are really sorry if that's really what this is all about.. but believe me, no matter what we will never forget your help and love for us .. cos i still love you....

Reflections

Look at me

You may think you see Who I really am

But you'll never know me

Every day It's as if I play a part

Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow I will show the world What's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection Someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be Free to fly

That burns with a need to know The reason why

Why must we all conceal What we think, how we feel?

Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

~8:58 am

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About me:

Married with 3 darling kids.. Forever thankful for everything that Allah has blessed me with.. Loving family, good friends, lovely home, etc..

Love:

watching TV cooking/baking window shopping going out with my family and HANDPHONES!!!

Hate:

hypocrites people who likes to brag being outdoors during hot weather

Wish List:

Nokia N series!!!.. hahaha (any sponsors??)